Lectures OVER!!!!!!!

Last Thursday saw, potentially, the last lecture of the course. It's kinda weird, it feels like the course is over, however we're still got 6 weeks of placement to go, plus a couple of planning weeks. Tseason's over, and when it's happened before, I've usually known what I would be doing in September. This year, I don't. Yes I have plans, like starting a job near here come September, but then last year I planned to stay in Plymouth, and now look at me, roughly 280 something miles away from Plymouth! As Robbie Williams says (or even sings), God laughs at our plans. Only if our plans match up to what God wants does it happen, otherwise, it's up to God.
It just feels like everything's coming to an end, and I can't look forward to the next chapter of my life, because I still need to work it out. Just recently I've been feeling quite deflated and slighlty down about it. I'm also quite worried about my next, and final, placement, as I can just see problems with a lot of things. As well as that, James, who I've become close to, and who has helped me work through a whole heap of issues, is leaving to go back to America in July, and so we're starting to think about what will happen when he goes back, and life after him, which is also not the happiest of topics.
Will post some happier news soon (I hope)